most of my friends said i have no temper; i have cause im also a human
well just that i dont really lose it in front of the involved parties
i dont see the need to create unneccessary troubles; and im lousy at words esp when im angry
plus i tear damn easily
just cause i dont show it doesnt mean im fine with it; i just choose to bear with it
this sometimes cause people to get overboard; and it makes me fucking upset
yea Jol always tell me to let it out str. but i cant; im just not used to it
well even if i wanted to, i cant find any reason to right after i want to let it out
i will start blaming myself, in the end i ended up only emo-ing instead of angry
well thats what im stuck with i guess; there will be people who will know their limits i guess
though most of the time when im pissed is those whom i cared who caused it.
well im gonna back out for some time; maybe this will also mean losing this friendship i treasure for good
its not like there's any thing i can do since you just chose to SHUT DOWN
and i dont want to be too irritating and end up messing everything up
time will tell.
SHATEC field trip was FUN =)))
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