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crying doesnt solve the problem; it always doesnt
but why do i always end up doing this kinda useless emo shit?
i feel fucking useless whenever this happens; but i cant control/stop it?
i didnt know im such a useless and irritating friend to you
yea im always not there; im always too slow too stupid to sense things
even if you told me
i tried in MY WAYS to show concern and care but they were never enough
then i slowly stopped but it ended up worst
so well its all my stupidity that caused all this fucked up situation
i dont like this; i thought it was smth that could last long; we will chat anything under the sun without stress; go to work in the same place in future and stuffs
but i guess we cant even maintain a stable friendship now
its always happening; why is it like this?!
well heaven tell me what is wrong; what is missing?????
moving forward isnt right so is moving backwards
why dont you give me other talents other than crying?!
im totally out of words; as usual i DONT KNOW how to express myself
thats why i hate quarrels
now i cant even find the faults in our messs. what is it that is lacking?!!!!!
just what the hell is it?!
im so tired already, going to school and mixing with my darling merrry friends and merrying happy with them most of the time; but when im alone i get all these shit feelings
just because i became a coward for not being able to go up to try new methods to show my care and concerns im being punished
i see this as a retribution yea
well im not sure what im talking about now also im just trying to vent things out
maybe i will regret it once i finished writing this, it always happens
i really hate poly life. i thought i came here it would be fun fun fun
like what my buddies whom left overseas told me; i will be able to get new friends like them here
but i cant; life gets worst and worst; yea i have good and nice friends
esp her
but i always chase her off; i always piss her off?
im lonely; im helpless too
but to many i am not; maybe cause of what i look on the outside?
i even dont feel like mixing with new people more and more already
maybe in case i chase people off again?
i thought friendship was smth simple all along
guess i was wrong?
everytime you all come back you all will listen to me, help me, play with me
make my day no matter what we do
we dont quarrel, we dont cold wars
why is it happening so often in poly?
is it cause without you all i became stupider?
i really miss you all but you all are all so far away. even those left in spore we are not near too
though recently we chatted a lot via sms-es
there's still a difference there.
our common links are that we 3 have equally lousy results in our different schools
LOL thats really funny la...

well when will this end? i am very sorry
but you hate to hear that word
im out of words; im out of ways
maybe you will be better without me messing up your life by your side?

well daddy i suddenly feel like going to army

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Yolanda Tan Wei Qi
20 December 1990
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