well i hate being locked outside the door when i reach home knowing there are people in the house and they heard meit just irritates medamn pissed and my mum just said shouldnt i have called brother to open the doorim like wtf. he doesnt even care, all he cares is his MS gamethinking the convo will end, i got a scolding from my mum saying he learnt from meplaying games all day and ignoring everyoneim like WOW... when did i even play computer games and when did i ignore everyoneim always the one kena ignored by you peopleand she just kept her mouth shutwow, how nice...well its always my fault i see well im not sure why but your attitude is making me more and more irritatedignoring and stuffs when request are madeand i dont mean those meaningless requestsit happened many many timesi dobut you treat us as your family, we are just people living with you at your call when you need usarent weMaple story is your favourite past time huhGROW UP PLEASEstop that shit idiotic game and grow upwtf.it is even more important than uswell you are damn disappointing so yeai shall just wash my hands off you and lead a better lifeoh that might mean i will be even more quiet at home since im already not talking much compared to last timewhatever i say gets rebutted, whats the point then?whenever they do things wrong, you will say they follow mewhen i dont even rmb doing those stuffsits just you want to push ALL the wrongs they are doing to my sideplease do i look like i even mix with them often?!the age gap is so big and im the only one damn different from themeveryone knowsso why the hell its all my faultthey dont show respect cause you are always so kind to themwhy dont you start using canes and whack them like you used to do to me everyday when i was younger?it would make them more respectfulat least they are damn scared when i flare up cause i show more temperwhy cant you just show them more? yea im not supposed to say all these but look you agreeed before you were too "good" to them since young thats why they are all going astray and thats also why you only allow me to go wherever i wish and return home most of the time latebut why are you just saying and not taking actions in the end pushing all the faults to meits getting so irritating as the days pass being blamed for things i dont even know clearlySchool was FUNNY today with the unGLAMs =)painted Summer's nails pink, Sai's Red, Jol's and Veron's Metallic BLUEi emphasize its METALLIC BLUE, NOT BLACK!!!!TBR lecture was cancelled, somemore its the last lesson!then RWPS as usual released early so we left and headed home, bugis and blah blah blahwell im so guai i came homedont know man just tired though i know going home will suck recentlycame up with a new name for BUGIS... we pronounced it as BUG-ISsounds INDIAN so yea, its so FUNNYEmily had this "bald patch" on her fringe area cause her hair a lot move to one side so sometimes the middle area will look emptySai saw it but she didnt want to comment then i stood up to comment on that bald patch and Emily was kinda shocked.Sai just burst out laughing as she was shocked too like two siao kias, but damn damn funny la....so much laughter today therefore we were kinda LOUD as usual as usual Jolene and Veron arent that loud but what matter most is that we are happy yea =)going home, Emily, Sai and i were talking about cosmetic surgery cause i still couldnt get over that DAMN PRETTY girl who is damn famous for doing FULL BODY plastic surgery in Sporewell she is a famous bloggerlooks damn angelic la omgosh but they kept saying she fake ...oh well looks CHIO ma...then we planned when we all turn 21 we all go do plastic surgery LOLjust like we planned in MICE lecture we go Summer's house watch porn during the weekendguess we really damn bored to come up with these kinda retarded but never-try-before ideasSai said she wants to do nose job i said i want to refine jaw line and get rid of eye bagsLOL then the list just kept going onso we are actually doing the WHOLE FACE!well guess that will never happen cause its too painful, costly and its just not worth it lasay say for fun as usualGuess we shall just stick to waxing in the near future=)after ranting all those unhappiness will DISAPPEAR...
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