just browsed through the list of Private Universities my dad found for me to choose from.
Now he somehow understood what i meant when i said i had less than ZERO chance of getting into a reknown Singapore Uni. so far only NTU offers a course for Tourism. well thats the bad thing of new courses eh, a lot people want but so little seats for Degree. almost all Poly has my course now yea, the most famous of all - TP offers 5 kinds siol! our school only 2. well its more than enough ba.

well since my dad took the trouble to find for me, i shall just go read up myself more ba. my GPA is so fucked up how to choose sia. its like no point studying so hard and stuffs when you know you are stuck. just feel inferior; blame myself ba =I dont even have the guts to fight for stuffs like overseas trips cause my GPA sucks? how can i even have the face to ask from my parents stuffs? i didnt even do my job as a good student and get a decent result.

asking for help from others will only burden others; so why disturb?

well results doesnt really matter but somehow it still does. just the way it affects one? i dont believe reuslts means everything but it still mean something. i just hope i can briskly pass and get my diploma and see what happens next ba~ what's done is done.
studying; i've just no motivation to continue.

end of those emo talks.

China got a lot GOLD medals for Olympic sia! gosh, i also want la. and the cute Kenya boy won the 3000km race! so funny la.. he is so so so charcoal black and he is damnit skinny! he just run and run and run. last part he overtook and the person talking at the background commented OH LOOK AT KENBOY! its KENBOY!.. damn funny la and the Kenboy just kept looking back while rushing towards the finishing line. okays i know its not funny here, but my whole family laughed like mad about it =P

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