watched
F1 at Aunt's office yesterday;
43 storey high with the full view of half of the overall track
(0.O)
eye opener and really cool can; the cars coming after one another like little ants; with those vhoom vhoom sounds~
how great, okays la, i love races thats why;
it would be so much greater if im there, at the real venue just in front of the cars!
love the sounds la, went upclose to the river at boat quay and the sounds were thunder loud!
exciting but i cant really see anything but small shadow of the cars zooming past
going to car exhibition then to watch the finals tomorrow with father and brother~
i cant wait
had Family dinner with Aunt too before the show and it was kinda unpleasant for me during the MRT ride until we reach the restaurant
received insulting remarks for no reasons
even when i shared something i thought nice and you all could join me, i got damnit critisims just for the sake of entertainment to you guys
well im like a clown, dont i?
some times its just over the limit and i just pluck on my ear piece and stood alone
well whats wrong with all those remarks?! i mean everyone has flaws but why your, esp you have to make it like its a sin to possess those flaws?
you had flaws sometimes i joke about it but i will tell you how to cover them
you just laugh laugh laugh and spread to everyone single one and everyone laughs over it
dont you think its damn hurtful when its dragged too long?
maybe im just petty.
i know very well im the very odd one out in the family and im trying darn hard to ignore it and just fit in, but why sometimes you just love to add oil to fire?
i bought things i thought suit you and you wanted them;
i spent quite a sum just for you and what i got was it being unappreciated and thrown on the table
worst of all i got scolding for misplacing stuffs
wow, that really pays off for being nice huh
yea i got very mean and said why should i bring you to buy and stuffs when you dont even appreciate them?
isnt it totally true?
ask yourself please;
everyone has limits, moreover im your senior
i just feel unappreciated
Like Nobody's Watching
watched F1 at Aunt's office yesterday; 43 storey high with the full view of half of the overall track