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Tuesday, September 2, 2008


man faces many things everyday; no matter good or bad; no matter big or small
they may be obstacles to guide us through us through in life; lessons that help us grow up; it varies to everyone, based on each one's perception
usually people around each individual are affected in a way or another, especially close ones
we are all somewhat interlinked; i guess?

i've heard before:
trying your best and strive with all your heart and efforts will change things; making things better
im asking really?

people who do evil deeds will get any sort of punishments; big or small
really?

those who suffers but still struggles to overcome their obstacles will see their fruits of labour in the end
does it really applies to all?

husbands and wives should bear with each other to ensure happiness
arent human fickle minded?

... there are so many others but i cant; cant here

i've known her for years; we dont share much secret but there is a special bonding between us.
we know we care a lot for each other though we seldom say it
she is more experienced in life than i am; but no doubt as retarded as i am
she is the only one who can tahan telling me her problems without the need of me to reply to her at all; all i need to do is just to be there to let her yak about her problems that she wishes to say;
she knows im always listening, but she doesnt knows im affected
she is easily contented and always being "bullied"
she doesnt has much power in making her stand and getting what she deserves
little things can make her think a lot; but she wont show she is worried, she just flares up
she is always giving in to her love but she doesnt get back what she deserves; but she has no choice
she is a stronger person now being through so much; but how many knows and understand the pain and helplessness she has been through all these years?
she's always trying to give in though she is tired and angry; but they dont even give a fuck
to her now many happiness is just short termed and she will occassionally remind me not to be too easily fooled; everyone changes, usuaally what doesnt change are those unpleasant stuffs
she wishes to run away but in order not to burden those she dearly cares, she chose to stay, she chose to bear with it
she doesnt look as cheerful and radiant as what she used to be like; she has aged, aged too fast
she always joked about flying all over the places in 10 years time, leaving everything behind. i guess she really wish to

we wished each other will be happy
listening to her over the years made me realized some of my fears came from there unknowingly.
if only i am stronger and matured; if only i can really help you
other than just listening

if only i was there just now; you wont even suffer some thing so "weird" as hunger
you might feel cause you wont be so alone.

when will all these change for the better?
it seems like never

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Yours Truly

Yolanda Tan Wei Qi
20 December 1990
Singapore Polytechnic DTRM03
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