Maybe just not meant to be. forget and move on; better for everyone since the differences are too big to handle
or maybe currently i just feel SELFISH to get myself pressured and cry over it again
well who knows; future is always changing : )
i shall find my RAINBOW!!!
FIND not wait.
just came back from Expo. Rachel studied; i finished the card and half of the stitching
feel accomplished and time passed by so darn fast.
there was a wedding held at the the 2 halls behind us. walked past and i gave a damn bad comment "OH MAN!!!............................... so small 0.o"
Rachel stared and said i damn bad; well you LAUGHED also lo, so you must be thinking likewise okays =P
well i told her if we ever get married must invite each other over, be bridesmaid or one of the bridesmaids : ) so SWEEET!!! and we thought our weddings MUST be held in a HOTEL!!!
okays la we want grand grand la, WHO DOESNT?!?! well its just a WISH right, NO HARM lo :P its just something extra everyone prefers
her prelims start tomorrow, see her cannot finish her chapters, as usual, our habits. well all the best la!!
then after her prelims can meet her again then aftermath she can study hard for As and then she will be FREE!!! can see mua everyday if she wants; come SP visit me then treat her nice nice fruit juices : ) just like last year~
my sister baked cookies and i was asked to try, not bad la just not that sweet. she was happy i ate cause mum said no one will eat and it wasnt nice. but well cannot base on me la, i eat almost anything and it doesnt really matter tasty or not. somemore is she baked de sure will eat de ma : ) i know how it feels to have no one to appreciate it; it just sucked and it always happened to me in the past.
long time never make own pastries le, last time i think was two years ago, a Choco cake for Rachel's birthday... oh man it totally SUCKED T.T
but well ever since then, presents for people i treasure i will make something personally; unless its too rush la. though always damn failure but well thoughts la okays, thoughts : ]
gonna go watch shows le, woo la la
have the feel then come back write again
by then,
p.s. the gown is damn chio, Bae Seul Gi
Like Nobody's Watching
Maybe just not meant to be.