Anything for a complexion like this; yea Any thing

Boa's expanding her career towards America with her new album next month.
TVfXQ is back today with 4th Korean album; Britney Spears will be coming back with her new album around end of this year. they are all coming back and its at one go non-stop
hopefully they make it big : )
listening to their songs and watching their MVs can just make my day : )

back to sec3 going to sec4 period eh? Maybe, just different characters involved now. i succeeed though it took me around 1.5 years in total, loooooong eh.
but i have to succeed this time too : D

now i really think the thin string that hold people together are so thin that it can get stretched and snap without a single notice, even though it may seem strong just a second ago; usually its beyond repair after it snaps.
sad isnt it? but thats reality
haaaa

Japan trip is nearing, this means my "vacation" is coming. im so glad im only going with my mum, she knows me so well though she says nothing, i think she can tolerate me then. hopefully she enjoys herself during the trip too and get better since her health isnt that good recently, well maybe for quite long already.
i wonder what is it really like there, since i've been having very high expectations of there.

yesterday i had a dream;
i dreamt i was spectating a track and field competition at a huge stadium filled with cheers from the large crowd. it was just like any other Nationals held yearly at CCK stadium, but i wasnt at CCK stadium. it was so unfamiliar, except for the cheers and track.
it was a 400m hurdle race, and i didnt feel like watching. just like what it would be in reality.
however i noticed someone familiar on the track with the same number tag sticked to her fbt shorts; as usual she was pale looking; she was nervous, very nervous.
it started to drizzle......
the gun started the race and every competitor was running and overcoming those hurdles, so was she.
but her pace got slower and slower
she fell suddenly and was in pain half way throught the race
she was crying so badly
over something she cant face, even up till now.
how pathetic
i could hear similar voices blaming her over her fall due to disappointment and a small little voice trying to defend her helplessly due to the fact she couldnt say much to adhere to her promise
voices heard but familiar faces couldnt be found in the huge crowd
well they cant be blamed cause they didnt know anything....

well it ended abruptly and i woke up in cold sweat just in time for swimming at Sai's house with Summer : )

yea its just a dream; it was just random past events that happened which became another story together. after years.......... its still there
wtf. just get away totally

sleeping time now and i miss the small little voice : (

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