everything went so wrong again; well its over and yea made myself felt like a foool
best friends and stufffs yea, true but well maybe i just dont look like i care; since my face and words only showed anger; nothing else
well im shocked i couldnt tame it; very first time i blew up like this
guesss thats all for being patience already
accumulated things
it doesnt matter if i care anyways, the message of what i want to convey wont be brought acrosss
especially with so many people around, so many of them not knowing what really happened
so many of them assuming its about grouping, so many of them assuming we cant give in, maybe me, so many doubts and so many words unsaid
i thought it was agreed on already the grouping on the group convo last night but end up it was totally brought over. i thought it was agreeable already since no one really replied a NO
haha looking at the final grouping with only a few amendments it seemed fine to me so i decided to walk off as i didnt want to stay on and continue those discussions and i fucking dont want to tear in classss!
ended up i had to do it in public, thanks for their companies but still got called back
well thought will be settled but well
guess it was more of settling our personal problem
i thought it was personal
nevermind then, since what i heard was more of we not getting the idea of the help and stuffs i have nth to say.
it just hurts
we were just unhappy why we cant get to know at first but later on we just chilled off and heck about it le but it was brought back
what was saddening was just our own clique being a chaotic group, making it troublesome
but seemed like it wasnt seen as this simple only
and innocent people had to step in to help us and get themselve troubled; i just dont think they deserved it
NO grouping thingy was actually in out mind for those shitty feelings
but since its always brought in, it just rub in Deeper
and guilt accumulates
well guesss shall just move on
what for explaining
how to even talk properly when you are already trying to control your emotions?
regretted raising my voice and crying thats all
since misunderstandings will never be solved that easily
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