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Sunday, August 31, 2008


browsing through my photo albums, i saw pictures of myself in the past; like duh
to my horror i saw the amount of LARD accumulated on myself over the years. end result is a ROUND FACE + ROUND Physical. oh gosh... Lards really do LOVE ME.
oh well im just using LARD to replace FATS.

well good news: MY FRINGE IS GROWING; isnt it such a MARBELLOUS thing?!

in Love with T.P.L - AnyBand again : )...

Anime Zombie-Loan is nice too~ wooosh im like wasting my youth away like this.

heated quarrel during dinner just now. Sis&I VS Bro. well dont know man, things just flared up and it became uncontrollable. i guess it will be cool-ed soon since i always regret right after an arguement happen.

had teh peng just now since it had been ages since i drank Teh Tarik *i suppose they are the same just one is cold one is hot*. Ee-Li-Ma-Jiam, i got gastric pain =.= guess i still cant have them in the near future then, or maybe ever. well at least now i can take cold stuffs once a day : )




!!!!!!烦死人了!!!!!!
just leaf me alone ant gift me sum PEACE

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its a sweet song : )
Pocket full of Sunshine; yea i shall make myself own that!

so what about those doubts, time will tell
time will erase everything
yay, as long as one is happy many things can be done


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Saturday, August 30, 2008


had quite a good day today. met Jolene and Kian you for Wall.e at Cathay Cineleisure. its really N I C E!! those who havent watch should go watch it yea, its not bad.
quite some time since i saw Kian you and he got tanner but still Botak Botak. haha...

well overall was a fun day at with them : )

Met Dad, Ah ma, Sis, Bro and his Gf aftermath at Bugis. sudden change of location and i was glad cause it was somewhere nearer to home. im tired and dont really like to walk around too much with my aunty hairstyle LOL!!
was a casual dinner and went bugis street to shop after that. SAW SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO BUY! gosh im mad already; guess i've not been shopping for long thats why LOL. everything seems so new and fresh now haha. money money MONEY come to me~ we didnt get to shop long anyways.

seriously, i cant wait for my hair to freaking grow. cast me some magic spells please : P

during my trip out, i met 2 ex-Athletics friends of mine. didnt go up to say hi for some retarded reasons la and both times i was kinda rushy. well the second one i saw was in full Athlete's attire with Shoe bag.
oh man those were the days; and i still miss them occassionally.


wondering if its even worth spending so much thoughts on such; is the saying of "its the thoughts that counts" applicable here?
is it too much to handle if it happens?

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Thursday, August 28, 2008


Lost Prophets

Rooftop




Last Summer





Long ago songs but i think they're nice, esp Last Summer
: )

i need to get use to my new hair; the new curls; the new fringe. i just look like Zoopie when she has longer hair. i suppose its cause my hair is too layered so the top seemed damn bloated. cant stand the FRINGE! its so fucking short and i look like some Sua Gu can. what the. oh man, i have to love it since it cost me S$293 and i anticipated it damn long already. faster settle down and grow longer so the curls can be more mild! well the bottom ones are almost straight already. so now what is the problem =.=
first times never goes right i suppose. and my face is tooo freaking big to suit it.

pictures taken after i woke up, if want to see with my face ask me personally LOL.


Right before sending Yunting off, Miss her loads. *kope from your friendster de, Yunting*
Back: YunYun, Hendy
Front: Me, Rachel, Yunting, Yunting's friend, paiseh forgot name already.


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MALAYSIA shopping trip with Sai and Emily was a BLAST!
went to Malaysia passing customs like some NOOB KUKUs. well it was fun; and thats it!
woke up late, sorry girls =(... shopped like mad all over Sun Plaza (i supposed that's what its called)
kinda lethargic when we just entered, maybe cause Emily and i were hungry and the shops at that floor wasnt tempting. unable to stand the hunger anymore, we decided to eat at KENNY ROGERS! well its comfortable for me there cause i wont be able to meet any of my ex-managers or dislikable ex-colleagues : )

Emily and i DIGGED in like some HUNGRY wild kampong carnivores! we were so hungry the moment the food arrived we rushed to our food and ate at damn fast speed, making damn loud noises using knife and plate! Sai who was looking just stared in shocked and kept commenting we were damn obscene and its the first time she saw us like this. well Sai, we are in a foreign country, enclosed by 3 walls and freaking hungry! who cares about image already! LOL thats why we are named the unGLAMs arent we? LOL
MUFFINS were DAMN nice as usual!!! LOVE their MUFFINS!! <3<3<3

after recharging, we headed off to shop, this time round we RUSHED like siao. keep buying and buying and buying already. Emily brought the least cash but she spent the most. Sai who brought the most cash spent the least. funny ehhh.. well i roughly spent about 300RM!

i bought many stuffs; well pictures are shown below! wooosh, shall go again soon since we didnt really shopped finish today! damnit fun from 1-5 pm!! day passed like so damn fast~
best of all the mall was kinda empty, maybe cause its school day!!

3/4 length rag looking skirt from Orange.
Necklace and Bangles from push cart and FOS.
Nail Polishs and Lip Balms. All from SKINFOOD except one lip balm from Watson.
now i have lesser temptation to bite on my lips until they bleed!
Chewing gums and XXL Lollipop from Mama shop :)




aftermath, Emily went for her date so Sai and i headed to Toa Payoh to perm my hair! Parents came then soon came Jolene. well im so blissed cause i constantly had companions accompanying me throughout the whole session! thanks people~
it was damn funny cause i had a lot of rolls on my head then i had this alien looking balloon over me that blows out steam. damn damn funny!
the girl thought i dyed and rebonded my hair before, wooosh... well that saves me money for colouring since i prefer black hair and my naturally colour is not too black for curls :)
my hair is FUNNILY FUGLY now!
argg.. too curly and fringe too short! wtf.
hopefully it will go back to what i had requested soon!! ahhhh

没脸见人了!!

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Tuesday, August 26, 2008


EXAMS OVER!!!!
YES, FREEDOM; let the thought of bad results be at the back of my head first
WOOOSH... im so so so so happy!!!

well can go on with my LONG AWAITED PLANSSSSSS!!
first time after exams i actually have so many many plans; well maybe not a lot BUT it lasts through the week for me???

right after our BLAW exam just now, unGLAMs had steamboat at MUA HOUSE again!! we enjoyed steamboat dont we. though sometimes i get quite pek chek but well its WORTH THE WHILE!
eat and eat and eat; gain so much weight; Emily and her jing zhen gu, Summer and her Meatballs, Sai and her fishballs, Jolene and her dong fen, Veron and i are more wide spread i guess LOL...
Sai bought 50 over fishballs; Summer contributed 10 ++ of them and in the end EVERYTIME i see Sai only i see a chopstick stuck with a huge fishball placed near her mouth! damnit funny. Summer's bowl will be filled with her beloved Meatballs.
cant finish all the food and left quite a number of fishballs; stupid Sai dont want to bring home and i dislike fishballs; fishy smell! Crab meat is nice.
TOU FU really cannot make it in steamboat. always request for toufu but it will be damn squashed from our unskilled cutting or shattered while heating. damn gross la
had fun and they enjoyed my Zoopie as usual :)
Jolene is getting more used to her already; that's good :D

tomorrow will be Malaysia shopping trip with Emily and maybe Sai. early in the morning man! CANT WAIT! im in this freaking shopping mood now!
aftermath we will head to Toa Payoh for the salon Summer introduce me to PERM mua hair; changed my mind to go REDs cause i heard its not that good, later waste my money! must succeed man, later i peng if it fails

Thursday will join Jolene go Malaysia again for another shopping trip! yahoooo~

Friday will as usual be skates day; save my pocket some money yeh. train train train!!

Sat im thinking of checking out SPCA to see if i can meet up with their criteria to be a volunteer there; waited so damn long finally my parents dont really mind so hopefully the SPCA itself doesnt fail me! lovely animals~ well mid noon have to accompany mum

Sunday im not sure? lets seee my mood
:)

hopefully my plans go on smoothly

i want a busy life; fulfilling life
where all those unwanted pressure and worries will be free from my mind

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Haru Haru (part 2 video) - Big Bang
more close ups :)


Seungri's Fancam <3<3

ahh i have this stupid thing growing under my feet for some time already; finally i know its name - CORN!
its getting worse, arggg
nevermind; ive got this corn plaster to K I L L it!
you wait, im going to dig you out after 4 days; as stated by the instructions.

BLAW tmr, can i pass it?
oh man im supposed to ACE it
Z.z

back to studying.


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Monday, August 25, 2008


:)
双喜临门





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headache is looming all over my big empty head; thanks to my brother for smacking my head so darn hard with his pillows!
gosh, what a nice brother Z.z
next time shall be my turn

finally my muscle aches are gone from skating. imagined how much i had skated to have caused myself to suffer from muscle aches from waist down. i cant really sit properly cause my butt will ache!! my knees are blue black too. but i love muscle aches! i know this is damn weird but yea i do, maybe cause hardly have them and it somehow meant that i had really worked myself in the sport.
im guai now since im applying ointment to massage my ankle and blue blacked knees. wooosh.... hope they recover soon!!
maybe i should wear knee guards already

well im going to start mugging for my BLAW!! after so so so so loong... 12 chapters to chiong; i guess im going to be so dead la!
cannot afford to fail it again

oh well i have yakked enough i guess

Sayonara


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One - Epik High & DJ JS7 Remix

i think its nice; starting not so though.


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Sunday, August 24, 2008


Oh My Friend - Big Bang (Eng Subbed)

Love the Lyrics. <3<3
Lorve Lorve


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Saturday, August 23, 2008


when all you see is just a pale/sick looking face
with eyebags adding on to the sickness
will you will wish to look at yourself in the mirror?

well after so long, i've sorta get used to this face in the mirror; i know nothing will change it and it will most probably get worst only.
come to think of it, i used to even be so scared of the mirror i closed every single mirror door in my house;
at least now im beinning to accept it more =)

mum said make ups are meant for people like me, to cover up our sick looking faces. Yea i agree, looking at the photos i had make up on during my practical and those i dont have, i definitely dont look that sick. but its just a mask, once i remove it its still there, so whats the point?
well its somehow its time i have to start learning to put some make up anyways, presentations and work will need it, but i have manage to find suitable ones? since my face gets allergies at almost the mildest things.

if im healthier, the money i spent on seeing doctors and stuffs could actually buy me so many things!!!

the shortness of breathe is coming back; esp when im feeling angry or sad. back of my palm gets cold whenever it happens. i dont even know what the hell is wrong and my mum said to stop skating in case i die a sudden death, how consoling when i told her to ask her for a solution. the main point is to get me to quit skates =.=... well it doesnt matter ba, i dont want to end up having to see doctors and spending those money for this kinda useless shit and hear them talk so much but in the end there's no solutions.

well at least im alive with 4 workable limbs =)
so i shall do those sports i can do more before its too late.

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my cousin - Winnie forwarded this email to me. sweet email.


Read Slowly...
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...
if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already
had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do.
It does it on its own........
when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...
for fear that the other person does not
care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid...
afraid of what we
don't know,
afraid of what others will think,
afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done,
or could have had.
What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)
What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?
People live, but people die.
I want to tell you that
you are a friend.
If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)
you would bein my heart.
Would I be in yours?
You
might be best friends one year,
pretty good friends the next year,
don't talk that often the next,
and don't want to talk at all the year after that.
So, I just wanted to say,
even if I never talk to you again in my life,
you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,
I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you ,
most of all I
CARE
about You
Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will.
Remember, everyone needs a friend someday you might feel like you have
NO FRIENDS at all,
take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and ........... always will..

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Friday, August 22, 2008


skates was almost A L O N E today. well there are still those regular skaters there but not close ba, Jolene didnt go. oh man im damn hell anti-social i realise; ever since start of year 2. ahhhhhh~

well being alone means i could concentrate like damn concentrated LOL!!! tried retarded cross overs to stablize my basics more and now i can slowly coss the usual way within the circle le!!! but need slower pace and must lean damn low la. ahhh must try harder.
Acid Toe and Mistral still on the go; but better le, especially my acid toe... woots =)
KC and Kenny helped correct and its the same problem, never lean back.

i want my slides damn damn damn far and straight!! yea, had always wanted it that way...

well lucky it stopped raining when i reached there so i could slide right after it dried abit..

damn damn tired but it feels great! wooosh... must improve!! legs please dont fail me again~ im scared later my leg hell bulky siol... arggggg better not!

tied my hair and im having headache all over buy i can see better when skating and its cooler!! if i didnt i wont have headache but i cant see well and its damn hot. what nice choices i have to choose from eh



for those who cared about me, i cared too little;
for those whom doesnt give a shit about me, i cared too much;
i guess im just that dumb and all these shall stop.

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Thursday, August 21, 2008


FMAH gone already!
hais damnit sadded. cannot finish la, last qn 22 marks, what the! still stuck at qn 4 when teacher said 15 minutes more. first time i cannot finish a paper!!!! sians SIANS~
well its over le and i can only wait quietly for the news of me getting a forward module for my FMAH! still left BLAW, die die also cannot foward module that sia, hais...


wanted to try something but in the end it still failed, guess the time is still not here yet or maybe just not fated to ba.


found this picture of my Zoopie at the corridor, so cute!!

gosh my retarded brother has long feet! or is it mine is too small LOL


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Wednesday, August 20, 2008


FMAH is killing me!!
actually i've only tried "communicating" with it for 1 hour yea; as usual, we are talking 1 totally different "languages"
ahh failed the previous 2 20% CAs already, die die also need a 60 this time round sia; but HOW TO?!
hais forward module is 99.99% le ba; have to wait a year for this module to forward somemore, damnit sians!

ahh pig la, slept the whole damn afternoon and watch television. chao slacker~


walked my dear Zoopie just now; seems like she can be a good distraction for me to not end up running when walking around i route i used to train when i was an Athlete. talking to her, actually is talking to her BUTT and never-stop-wagging-fury-white tail; is relaxing! oh well she doesnt listen so im just like talking to myself but its nice la, at least to me. always talking to her when im bored, sians or having troubles, though she doesnt even reply. sometimes she will have some cute reaction which is like so CUTE! oh man but mostly she just ignore or just lie around waiting for me to release her haha...

i had another companion this time round when walking Zoopie, had some short chats on the way and things seem better. i guess we are all trying, and we will get through it;
cause we are a family.

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Tuesday, August 19, 2008


just browsed through the list of Private Universities my dad found for me to choose from.
Now he somehow understood what i meant when i said i had less than ZERO chance of getting into a reknown Singapore Uni. so far only NTU offers a course for Tourism. well thats the bad thing of new courses eh, a lot people want but so little seats for Degree. almost all Poly has my course now yea, the most famous of all - TP offers 5 kinds siol! our school only 2. well its more than enough ba.

well since my dad took the trouble to find for me, i shall just go read up myself more ba. my GPA is so fucked up how to choose sia. its like no point studying so hard and stuffs when you know you are stuck. just feel inferior; blame myself ba =I dont even have the guts to fight for stuffs like overseas trips cause my GPA sucks? how can i even have the face to ask from my parents stuffs? i didnt even do my job as a good student and get a decent result.

asking for help from others will only burden others; so why disturb?

well results doesnt really matter but somehow it still does. just the way it affects one? i dont believe reuslts means everything but it still mean something. i just hope i can briskly pass and get my diploma and see what happens next ba~ what's done is done.
studying; i've just no motivation to continue.

end of those emo talks.

China got a lot GOLD medals for Olympic sia! gosh, i also want la. and the cute Kenya boy won the 3000km race! so funny la.. he is so so so charcoal black and he is damnit skinny! he just run and run and run. last part he overtook and the person talking at the background commented OH LOOK AT KENBOY! its KENBOY!.. damn funny la and the Kenboy just kept looking back while rushing towards the finishing line. okays i know its not funny here, but my whole family laughed like mad about it =P

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Monday, August 18, 2008


Exams is starting TOMORROW! IHRO piece of shit!
well after reading will know how to be a perfect hotel staff. i can do housekeeping, front office and whatsoever. THEORIES ahhhh theories...

well i shall go study already. wasted my life today looking at unknown profiles via friendster and anyhow hopping blogs and watching my darlings on Youtube~
seeing people i think i saw before; or maybe not. reading people's blog whom i saw before; or maybe not

i need a LIFE!
it shall be after my 2 weeks of exams when im gonna go MAD shopping with my darling unglams and brush up my skating skills! slide ah slide~

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Congrats to Tai Tai got getting into quater-semi finals for his sliding competition yesterday at Sembawang Hard Court =D love your 2nd slide for the quater semi finals man! damn nice la

well saw many skaters slalom-ing and sliding (esp sliding, a LOT!) from 4pm onwards. a lot of sliders ba~ Jolene and i saw le wow siol, they can slide so well la~ mm motivation man! left at 10.30pm before the comp ended cause it was running late and i stay hell far. the court was dark after 10pm, guess they booked until 10pm only eh and the rain earlier delayed the whole competition. always go there rain one lehs Z.z

we were kinda crazy there over some nice stuffs~

mum called and scolded over the phone when i was at Lavender; damn malu cause it was so loud that the people near me in the mrt were staring. reached home at 12am sharp and i was locked out. sat at stairs and played with my beloved psp and mobile phone for nearly an hour then i started to stone with music blasting from my beloved psp, One - Epik High. many many many thoughts ran through my mind and i did something for almost an hour and im having red swelling thigh and strained wrists. i was kinda taken back and the door was opened, like finally. i went in and managed to cool down and take a long shower; and the thoughts just ran away slowly.


drained

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Saturday, August 16, 2008


i used to dream of being in the Olympic running.
okay i know its damn funny even i myself laughed thinking about it but you see everyone was young and very very ignorant before and everyone has dreams. dreams are free and there's no restriction!

oh well Running was my passion over every other thing; but it ended when i was in sec 4; sadly
now i have another substitute - skating; but it still cant take over my running ba, skate for pleasure yea and i SUCK in it. gosh.....

watching the Olympic almost for the whole damn day today, seeing those athletes running from 100m to 400m to 800m to javelin to discus to long jump to the jump running with a pole one, i dont know name. im waiting for Hurdles and i havent manage to see long distance and cross country running. well the later 2 are damn boring cause its like slow and draggy. i've never really enjoyed watching those matches in Singapore nationals for distances above 200m, cause its kinda slow ba. OLYMPIC one was entertaining even at 800m. i mean those runnings are lightning fast! im JEALOUS la....

my Mum and aunt were commenting thru the show mainly cause they were once an athlete too; shocked at those standards i see. Aunt was in Javelin and Long Jump before, Mum was in Hurdle, Long Jump, High Jump, the jump with pole flying high one *its damnit cool but Spore like no have for girls?*, javelin and 100m. well my mum tried so much la even the seldom see spinning with a ball one LOL, not short put okays. well she suffer the same situation as me, backbone got problem so she had to quit but her's was accident from skating, mine is borned.

mm im guessing i should not let this affect myself again ba, i have to work a lot harder not to forward module my FMAH esp siol.. argggggg why is it accounting again =(


well i can dream of a different dream now.
dream of running cross country
dream of running long distance
dream of Hurdling
again.
they can only be in my dream now; cant they?

at least im still a blessed person! i shall keep telling myself that =I

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woo i took 4 pictures of my Old Navy slippers!!




what unGLAMs and i had been up to recently due to exam stress; well guess im wasting my life doing all these whenever im home recently sia LOL.... FUNNY

Jol Darl and i using MSN chat + Skype chat + Skype audio LOL...


Summer and my Webcam over the week....


Sai and my webcam over the week

Extra: Me and Summer Webcaming Sai. Summer your nails are scary man~


the skating cones were so dirty my face itched like mad after i stopped playing with it. how dumb =.=

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My Darl is STUPID!
Darl - Jolene Heng 1.0. =)


Im on cloud 9, just before i entered cloud 9 i was on cloud confusion
LOL


i have NO blackheads on mua face, esp mua NOSE~
*at least i cant see it with mua naked eyes
oh man all thanks to my facial, i love my facial girl, muacks!
so clean; clean and smooth!
oh man im insane already...............

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Friday, August 15, 2008


today was really funny man. had skates meeting on the upcoming chalet we having, well as usual im quiet there listening, kinda useless ehh? they took a new video for skates club and i guess its kinda cute. well im awaiting the longer video Alvin suggested cause it really sounds damn cool!

had bets and forfeit with Jeremy, our Shi Fu! oh well we had 2 on shooting basketball at the markings and 1 on a match. Jolene and i only won the first round and lost the other 2. his bet was just to tell a guy in his eyes he is cute whereas we had to go touch a NP boarder and say he is muscular in chinese and go up the ramp to shout we are the champions then hug each other. funny thing is people heard we are lesbians. oh gosh, when can we clear our names as lesbians in skates club siol... Hameed helped us a lot =)

well the bet were fun la just that im not that kinda ON person so yea; lucky there was a companion. and seriously Jolene and i sucked at BBall.

oh well my singing video was shown to a few people in skates and it was damn malu... well its nothing big la just that starting was abit too shocked cause i very sensitive to myself singing~ lol well just for laughs ba after i cooled down.

Jolene and i decided we should do something to let Shifu lose but well we kinda doesnt have any talents!! gosh thats damn sadded la

well my acid toe is getting abit bit better and im going back to mistral which is so fugly; as usual. my back's kinda aching from bball i guess but nvm it will be over damn soon.



Supper was all right with new people yea. the usuals, Jolene, Jeremy, Jabez, Aaron, Man Man with freshies Yi Jae, Justin and Ivan. sadly though the number increased, im still the only one towards pasir ris!

im touched my lao gong,Yi Jun rmb-ed i will get headaches tying up my hair; since seldom people rmbs due to the fact its weird! lol... yea its damn weird but well it was too hot and i had to tie for a while and now im still having mild headache LOL. take care yea~


MUA OLD NAVY SLIPPERS ARRIVED!! so happy! well Emily got 8; Sai got 4 and Summer got 1!! Jolene got her new galiators too

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Thursday, August 14, 2008


woots today i went facial, like after so soooo looong... the girl saw me only said damn long never see me and she spotted im gonna have exams soon. well thats cause i usually go there only before exams, HAHA. to relax yea, after the facial can sleep a lot =P

my mum's friend gave me her son's unused package, around 8 trials left and i still left 1 more to finish it yea! since sec 4, mm i guess 2 years le ba? well to many people facials is somewhere you can relax but guess what, its so wrong can!

yea you can relax but thats if they dont go squeeze your blackheads, pimples, pluck your brows or other stuffs. its like as i go for more and more of the facials, the more pain im in, that shows my skin condition has worsen! oh man true la, i have pimples now already and my allergies gets more and more frequent, im so sadded. even my dark circles and eyebags worsen T.T...

my mum loves those massage and the hot vapour blowing at the face, well i dont! i mean im damn scared of tickling stuffs and its around my neck area, damn sensitive for me. the vapour NEVER fail to suffocate me! i dont know how the other people breathe through those vapours but i just cant, i always nearly get choked and lying down there for 1-2 hours gives me headaches; maybe cause im used to sleeping face down.

the girl is nice, young and i guess from china, always trying to open short convos when she do my face~ i read my records, from almost not much treatment needed to the one i just did, the treatments got more and more intensive. i used to just need eye massage, now i need eye massage and dunno what thing, but its for pimples yea. all at same price sia~ no wonder my mum said i damn waste my first few trials. well, its FREE for me so who cares right. maybe cause i've gotten more and more dirty and sleeping damn damn late.

i really really miss my past complexion; i regret praying for pimples in the past. oh man why am i so dumb, now my wish came true with 2-3 on my forehead! nevermind la, at least my fringe can hide them haha~

spent the day with Sai, accompanying her to sign up for her driving lesson near my house there then walked my Zoopie with her then headed to her house to copy her notes! we had fun and we planned to go BUGIS to shop soon cause i need my sun dresses and my long long skirt~

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Wednesday, August 13, 2008


Family dinner wasnt as good as i thought; at least we had a dinner together outside. not totally together also i guess.
My brother arrived late and we finished out food when he just arrived; we hurried to pay up cause the food there sucked;

what's more annoying was the service attitude of the waitress serving us there; seriously turned me off. the food were served cold. i mean its basic for food to be served warm right?
really regretted asking my family to eat there cause i really thought it was nice, at least when i tried there with my unGLAMs it was nice. i feel freaking cheated!
our drinks were ordered wrongly; a simple order of 2 soya bean and 1 barley became 2 barley and 1 soya bean; may i ask HOW DIFFICULT is it to rmb, somemore she JOTTED it down. hello, you aint some 3 year old kiddo. next came our food.
my wanton mee, no chilli, seriously i looked at it im like gosh, only ordered so little food; not much customers there and the service like this shit?! somemore its quite famous for a dim sum hawker?!
the food were fucking cold my family were disgusted and the noodles got lumps lumps together, we had to pick out and throw them away. i mean of all days, TODAY you all cock up for me, congrats to me ehhh?

well i guess im not ever going back there, i mean it man. i hate lousy services, idiotic waitress serving with face black like charcoal and collecting money like we OWED her, HELLO i felt like slapping you on the spot you get it?!
with all these shit, my dad bought up the word FINLAND right into my face, i was annoyed; i mean the topic was closed long ago, i didnt submit my form to either Finland or Florida, im trying my best to get over the fact that im not going there for my ITP already though i anticipated it before i started Poly.
well whats done is done, i saved you the S$7000++ so yea please just stop mentioning it in front of me; whats the point of telling me how good or how bad it is there? im not going there and thats it.
yea i feel cheated cause that was what persuaded me to agree to withdraw from TPJC when everything was going on so well for me already.
i hate to start a new school life ALONE somemore so far away from where im used to; but i had to, cause you wanted me to. those overseas trips and 5 mths of ITP in Disneyworld made me felt better facing all these minor shits but slowly all of them one by one crashed down on me when you just thrash what you promised me. i know im very demanding and infillial but i just cant help it. i didnt ask for them, you said it yourself, i just felt your promises arent kept, nth much.
i know you love and will support me and my siblings for what we want but i just cant help it.
maybe cause i dont really like my poly life? i mean i dont hate it but i dont love it.
it just feels like i've lost a dream? since its somehow a dream to be in a course or work place where i can travel around? at least to me
well its over so yea so please just let it pass by since i will just forget about it very fast.

my mum told me not to let my brother eat there so we switched to another hawker to eat and Dad, sis and i left to bugis to shop.
bought a Sony Ear Piece, Diva bangles, Ettusais facial wash and foundation... My sis got a small pencil case, converse socks and a Sony Ear Piece. well we got the same ear pieces but mine is black hers is white and pink. why i get such a dull colour when i like BRIGHT colours; cause i will dirty it =( imagine i wear it to skate and stuffs, sure sweat until it turn yellow ma LOL...

well long time since we shopped together yea...
i want sun dresses and so many other stuffs but i have no money LOL...

nevermind la when have the chance then see ba... i also need to get my curls haha....


spending days like this makes me think lesser of that but its still there; im just waiting for a change


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Haru Haru Parody, damn funny =)

well my Dear Seungri is damn cute...
Eyeliners; Seungri's room and lalala...........
LOL
well Seung Seung....


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Tuesday, August 12, 2008


today i went to CURL my darling FLAT hair =D

oh well Summer, Louisa and family gave me different comments ehhh
Summer said i look fatter =(; Sai said look abit older but was all right =; Sis loved it; Bro said its better than my FLAT hair; Mum said it will be hard to maintain; Dad was too excited over smth else =.=....

curl-ed at 12pm and lasted until now, 8pm le... well i prefer it when its not that curly le cause i wanted wave only at first but that girl go do wrongly; well $16 bucks what you expect haha...

well guess i wait a while more im gonna go curl it permanently yea; my dad said he will sponsor
so yea; now he is gonna sponsor me my mobile, curling and my ear piece! woots i just hope they are empty talks yea.... cause i waited damn long already =P

here's some pictures of that tonnes i took =)

well the second one is the only one i have that has the full length of it
*Summer and Sai please send me our photos at airport just now thanks =)





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Monday, August 11, 2008


5.50pm; dinner time soon yea!!!!
oh well i had been a very obedient girl today; i did HOUSE CLEANING!!!

actually i just cleaned my closet&cupboard for clothes, study table and help my mum dump those heavy stuffs

well im the MAN sia, taking all those heavy stuffs; haha cause my brother is outside shopping
bet is with his ahem* LOL
even if he is at home, guess i will still be the one throwing those heavy stuffs ba, unless i go ji siao my brother to help me...

well now my clothes looks damn neat and i helped my sister match up some clothes she can wear when she goes out; as usual i had to help her if not she wont wear them =.=

great la; now she can start wearing them after isolating them for so loooooong

now my study table looks so clean with all those past year O level books i just thrown away; they still looked so damn clean la just a layer of dust over it?

wasted so much money on them la, gosh

set aside those notes needed for the upcoming exams and i know i have to go copy notes from my unGLAMs again since i had been sleeping in class as usual....

3 subjects since other 4 are ICA modules =)
have all my TURTLES crowding around my table, smiling so widely at me; so cute!!
well i shall take some pictures of my NEAT table!!!
wooots

full view yea, i have 5 turtles =), big baby bottle piggy bank, butterfly centre pieces from Rosette Practical, skating cones (not mine), books, psp, mobile phone, laptop, bag.... etcccc

well i just found out the turtle i have to rest my wrist while typing can be used as a mobile phone cushion too LOL
yea im that bored im doing this, going online has been getting very boring recently so yea......

lastly,



I NEED TO LOSE THAT 7 KILOS!!!! ='(

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Sunday, August 10, 2008


Oh my Dear Friend; you seriously make me wonder
..... ... ... .... .... ... ... .....




my cute little Brother just gave me a Bright Orange Shoe Lace!
he took one for his New Green PSP; gave me the other one
my FAV colour!
woots so bright
oh well love you my darling little Brotherrrr
=)

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Yesterday evening;
went all the way to Bukit Timah to pool with Jolene and Jeremy
as expected, they were LATE!!!
waited for nearly an hour for them at CCK station can~
gosh i was so $%^$&^*$ cause they stay so near
but well everything cooled off once they reached and i yakked a bit
LOL

off we headed to Bukit Timah by 67; well that bus reaches Eunos mrt too
Jolene and i a team against Jeremy
we were taught some skills
in conclusion;
my aiming STILL sucks though i used to play in sec 3 and 4
Jolene just need to stablize her hand; her aiming is good

Jeremy made a bet with us on our last game, 9ball
we LOST!
guess what, we had to do a forfeit; SING
wtf, i heard about it i freaked out
for years i never sang; since pri 1 i guess
we went to the famous ROTI PRATA place to MAKAN
oh well ROTI PRANTA sounds nicer
ordered loads and i had to practise before the food arrived
it was damn malu and funny la
2 sentences and i had to practise and sing it over and over for around an hour?
starting chorus of bu tong peng you; seriously it was damn retarded
well the roti pratas there are nice =)

we headed hme aftermath and on the way i was pestering Jeremy not to spread whatever he video-ed
cause its damn malu

well it was a pleasant outing and long time since i touched pool yea
next round will be at my area; KATONG!
and there will be a new bet i guess; losers forfeit

well Jeremy is really our shi fu eh
teach us Skating, Pool and even my worst nightmare, singing
oh mannnnn

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Saturday, August 9, 2008


Saw 3 BOTAKS yday during skates for a short short while
Timothy, KianYou and Medwin
LOL
=)


Thanks my darl Jolene
=D

Supper with Jolene and Jabez and trained to Jolene's house after skates
reached home damn late and yea; thats the main motive
skates has been kinda boring since there's nothing much i've been learning already
lalala

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Friday, August 8, 2008


080808
BIG BANG's NEW ALBUM
is released today!!
woots
oh well im still waiting to hear and watch it illegally lol
well Summer, faster faster, tell me news~
HELL NICE, HARU HARU - BIG BANG =D



oh yea not forgetting OLYMPIC started too
guess i shall not update too much on that
for some reasons
dreams are still meant to be dreams

also today is my GEMs 40% test!
open book la; but who knows i might still fail
well i must score man, since my GPA already like Shit
LOL

New day; one day older; any surprises?
pleasant ones i wish
:)

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Last night it happened again, at the corner of my eyes
why of all time choose now?
just before my GEMs test which is 40% of overall percentage
so what if i tried making myself study; okays read thru my notes once fully at least? things like this will happen to make me damn sian-ed
before FMAH retest also like this but not due to this; something else which was damn minor LOL
i have no self discipline so i can only blame myself; last min work and stuffs
its always revolving around the same thing; i see

for years you had been saying
"hais, staying until XXXX, stressed liaos, this cannot that cannot. you better watch what you do and dont make him nag"
shouldnt it be like this
"hais staying until XXXX only, better treasure the time more"?

i didnt know Mine functions this way...
after so long, it just doesnt get better

so is it really better if they continue staying together?
or its just a matter of time then the separation will come?

nevermind, after i sleep all these will be in the past already; as usual
GEMs ppt slides lets INTERACT =)

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Thursday, August 7, 2008


how long will this self-consolation last?
it seems to have been used up once the facts surface in my head again
tiredortried?

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Enjoy =)


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Wednesday, August 6, 2008


Photos of My classmates and i during our IHRO Practical at Rosette =)
unGLAMs in White Blouses & Black skirts + Make Up
well sadly we didnt take picture before we were dismissed; if not will have our retarded faces with totally pinned up hair to the back; bun up for long hair
that explains why our hair seemed abit curly for those with long hair
*Ruiying from another group in her Genie attire - Black and Yellow Top*
[click on pictures to enlarge]




Outside view of Rosette and 2 of our centre pieces - Butterflies




This is our whole team, Metamorphosis; unGLAMs
with our beautiful BUTTERFLIES!!!!
Emily,Louisa,Me,Jolene,Veronica,Summer
Left to Right

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Yours Truly

Yolanda Tan Wei Qi
20 December 1990
Singapore Polytechnic DTRM03
Skates Club


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Hand-made Handphone pouch
new Denim Vest
fugly Hair fixed
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