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Sunday, November 30, 2008




mum tired to bring my handicapped laptop to repair centre at FUNAN but failed
need a total of S$130 to have it reformatted and  stuffs
seriously its overpriced so i shall just go down to T17 or dont know what on tuesday to get it down in SP!
the girl told my mum their staffs will be there every tuesday so yea.....

sadded. damn irritated by this laptop
thought of saving money and trouble when i bought it ended up i keep wasting my time trying to get it to work properly
oh man, the fujitsu guy told me i damn suay
well miss them la, if only they are still there and not in NS, i can get fast and special service like last time
LOL

well MST is here....
its a good thing too my laptop is not well
i have less motivation to use it.
mug and its useless; freaking modules.
please be over soon
and i can meet up with my Darling A level buddies
woooooooopieeee

i realized though i tried so hard but i still couldnt catch them.
maybe thats what the sentence
"whats yours will be yours" meant ba
life is never fair yea. 
but no matter what being happy is what we all should be, no matter what happens  
since happy or sad we still have to face it
;  )
shall just end here.

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Friday, November 28, 2008


Lao Gong was feeling upset over some thing; but i couldnt help at all; as usual.
so sorry.
at least its over : )

studied alone at FC5 for 3 hours str. 
well i had no choice?
first i had to kill time before skates and it was the first time ever doing so, ever since....
sms-ed Jabez to join me play cards but toooo late; he just reached home.
z.z
Shawn joined me for his lunch for a while.
played cards after he left
played alone until Hameed they all came to join me
Tai Tai appeared for a while then  
skated abit and it was really ABIT.
went off zzzzz
Qiu Yan too 
tried to do cross acid but fell until my back ache. pain liao lo so stopped
my back has problem and i dont want to worsen it
went to slalom and i still !@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@ suck
so watched Jabez and Shifu do their tricks
played with the cones and slippers, well was really bored and need to rest la...

played cards! 
Jabez, Shifu and Shawn!
confusing but well at least was showed the set of 5 cards.
hopefully i will get it soon?
avoided it my whole life, now im stuck with it!!!
wth.
left for supper before 10pm
SURPRISE
well can eat taking own sweet time la
the construction is damn loud and im not sure why i will jump
maybe cause i was stoning most of the time.
i pray hard
my headache will go away soon. its hindering 
and its for more than a week!

home-ed and it was a stoning session for the first time.
now i've decided to perm again!
i asked my mum and she seemed all right about it?
maybe cause i suggested going Malaysia to do it!
i want SEXY WAVES!
okays its the MOST similar to what i wanted since the very beginning!
the girl at the malaysia saloon told me its call SEXY WAVES!
okays im gonna try it!
please work well and i will cut them off after its grown to the length enough for me to snap them off
Short hair is LORVE!

okays im loving my cute phone!
LG KF 350 aka ICE CREAM!
sadly Spore no BLUE one
nvm, pinky still cute okays!
got my phone so sure take pictures la!
must take with it ma!

MY DARLING PHONE and mua!

one can liaos wooo hooooo
isnt it CHIO!?!?

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Thursday, November 27, 2008


neverending headaches; a week plus and still counting
mild ones therefore i could bear with it until now
but MST is nearing and almost everyone is studying, im scared not cause i havent but cause that shit headache is not GONE!
i dont want land in hospital again like the previous one which was due to serious headache cause by some unknown virus

well after hearing some stuffs which didnt really made me feel much but made me opened my eyes
at least in my point of view. you see everyone has their own point of views from what they hear see and feel, etc...
so its like cause your are better in some aspects so your can look down?
so its like cause your are better you all cannot accept losses?
so its like cause your are better you all want to pretend to be nice middle people?
so its like cause your are better you all think the problems lie with us only?
so what if your are better? 
we are happy too : )
in our own way
true what, just give me this creepy feeling now 
hypocrites? well everyone is, so am i; doesnt really matter
what matter is those who dont think they are but think others are
sore loser? maybe, maybe not. ask yourself.
sarcastic cause i couldnt find even a good word to describe?
same kinds clique you see
seriously i used to look up to some of your but now
i dont even give a shit.
but still sticking around so yea without a choice,
just heck care
: )

who knows maybe one day we all are just like happy tree friends, mixing so merrily
if that will ever happen within this limited amount of time span

i know who i can trust now.
not many but they are worth it  
they just make me smile

i see this trend in skate club girls huh?
4, including me.
just different stories but same scenario?

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MUM; okays the individual photo got problem. her eyes supposed to be huge okays, but well the angle la. finally i look abit like her  ; )

Darling Auntie  ; )) she looks tired after a long day's work

Beloved Daddy who always has to endure my unreasonable tempers and demands. photo-ed before he left for Batam for new project.

Pretty Sister of my. okays we look damn different but still can see is my sis la hor : )


Handsome brother! okays la his pimply face and his non stop retarded entertainment. love him!

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Wednesday, November 26, 2008


  
    
 
  

Malaysia trip with Sai right after school.
guess what we took from Jurong thinking will be nearer, ended up we spent 4 hours At least trying to get to CITY PLAZA.
the bus left without us due to the SLOW check-ins and the never ending bells pressed since passengers could stop at any stop they wanted.
we took a bus from Jurong interchange, a bus from Spore check out point, waited 1.5 hours at Malaysia check in, 30 min to JB bus interchange and 15 min taxi to City Plaza
NICE.
we nearly died. left school at 1 reach City Plaza at 5
what the hell. rushed to do my feet at SOHU feet therapy; my CHICKEN EYE is finally getting some treatment.
Sai rushed to purchase the goods we listed down.
everything was so RUSHED and it was a !@#$%^&*&^%$#@! advanture.
we couldnt speak fluent Chinese like them neither could we speak Malay.
therefore we were very obvious NON LOCALS.
well i AM okays. but who cares.
meet Rachel aftermath; late damn long, so paiseh
accompanied her buy her prom dress and pass her the bb cream
OKAYS, MALAYSIA's GOODS IS FREAKING CHEAP; those got brands one la
homed and im tired out; stupid sun, im feeling the energy drain again.

well experience taken.
MY CHICKEN EYE IS GONE at least  : )
freaking pain and it bleed  : (
okays. tmr got long day again...........

Lady GAGA - Poker Face. thanks SUM SUM  ; )
what poker face sia Z.z

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Tuesday, November 25, 2008









that IDIANIANA picture is grossing me out. but my eyes are huge
so are my bags.

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Monday, November 24, 2008


im sucha a...   















LUCKY INSENSIBLE



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Sunday, November 23, 2008


 

 

 

 

 

 

<3<3

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Saturday, November 22, 2008


Thurs - Fri = Presentations
                                    = late night editing + scripting
                                                                   = formal + make up + heels
                                                                                              = have to wake up early
                                                                                                                                                     = T I R E D

luckily KY could long pang me to school; thanks!

Universal Briefing was kinda cool but well intervew is some other day. got the dates wrong
zzzz

Friday after school went Orchard to shop with Sai and Emi.
kinda boring for me cause NO money, damn tired, hungry and have to wait damn loooong 
went to walked abit while waiting for them to slowly decide what to buy in Body Shop and i found out that the Laneige sliding pack got NEW DESIGN! its nicer!
smaller and it will slide up after pushing abit. better than the older design which is bigger and have to pull all the way up de
COOL sia but the mirror will be smaller la; well doesnt matter to me, i just want the casing.
forgot the check the price but well i want a few things from there!
*makeup removal cum facial wash = DAMN CHEAP despite the HUGE amount; its for dry skin so i guess its GOOD for me me me
*make up primer = pricing is all right; moisturizer effect therefore my freaking wrinkles will be lessen!
*eye sleeping pact = damn ex so i guess shall just forget it T.T
well think i replacing it with the Dodo eye aqua eye gel.
aftermath went to the Sale place SQM tutor intro-ed
bought 2 belts! oh man, its cheap la!!! my leather belts; MUACKS
Sai please dont torture them <3<3
didnt manage to pass Aaron his present again....

headed back to skates and it was already dark. since im in formal, its was kinda weird but well used to it already
got bring lok kok clothes to change ma, so i dont think its that WEIRD right.
tutors had also more than once reminded us not to wear too wth to school so yea i think its basic respect that we follow abit? further more we are receiving fines more frequently than last time, i dont see the extra need to play hide and seek. 
saw Alvin after like so long; well his botak now
Simon also came back lol!
skate skate with QiuYan and Shermain abit then went to practise my own stuffs.
really not much space to slide, at least not to me so i just anyhow move around and slalom.
wth damn retarded moving around not knowing what to do.
acid toe+fast wheel better but still sadded
nelson+crab walk also better but sadded
crazy = LIKE SHIT LA; why all the basics i cannot, what the
powerslide also cannot make it
nevermind i can practise more yea!
loooong time since i saw Jason slide, well he did yesterday
doing spins two legged and Jabez did 1 legged
ShiFu was stunned LOL.
i also want but i know i cant. shall not even think about it yea
okays, supper was RUSHY
cause they played ball until lights out so not much time left.
loner me sat there and chatted over the phone with Rachel
oh man love my darling phone!
but it went flat soon and i just stoned looking at them play...
lucky Jabez still agreed to go and Jason was pulled too
well gobbled the food down and ate my pills so they wont miss the last train; i missed mine since the time we reached it as already almost 40
cabbed and nearly died in the cab
seriously i dont see how well those pills are working can.
whenever i take it my body goes wtf.
maybe the 6 identical ones work since my joints esp the injured ones doesnt hurt so much now
now i have 2 more new ones; since im lazy i shall just eat either set that suits my mood
cant possibly ask me so guai eat the set of 8 then wait half an hour to eat the other set of 2 or vise versa
JOKE SIA
!@#$%^&*)*&^%$#@!!@#$^&*(#@!@#@
well damn glad they could still supper though it was already so late.
homed, on msn for nothing and slept with hair dripping wet.
too tired to give a shit la.

okays today met RACHEL; like so FINALLY
we shopped around for her prom dress and i fell in love with this Miss Selfedge dress!
i love clothes from there la but damn ex for me to afford myself!
vintage!!! but i want it!!
gosh if i buy back my parents sure kill me just like how they did when i bought back 2 the other day
Z.z
oh yea and H2O hydrating mask.
i shall get them since its inexpensive.

im done yakking and i shall sleep.
10pm sia
and that Retarded Spartian really went to "emo"
=.Z
nights.

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Wednesday, November 19, 2008


Now i think..... ........... ..... ......



LIFE IS SO 
F R A G I L E


okays, shall not elaborate, tired.
neverending work; 



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Tuesday, November 18, 2008





Katreeya English; Thai singer cum model
okays love her when i was in pri school since i frequent Thailand very often due to my daddy
i DIG her attire and her build can!

i want my ICE CREAM : (

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Monday, November 17, 2008


Not the 1st time something crops up and i cant get it anyways, its already dragged for months, a few more days wont hurt. whats more is Mum's sick.
hope she will get better soon since she had always been feeling weak
just feeling sians about it; since this time i really ANTICIPATED it damn much. 
another "surprise".

today its a year already; 1711.

GEMs quiz was all right, think can get full marks since its open book and our Answers all same. well we did so fast we had 1.5 hours break. how slack

sent back Jolene's skates to her house with Imran's company.
thanks my friend
well its safely sent back to the correct owner; since its me who made all these happened, i shall end it myself instead of troubling others.  
guess its time.

period.

okays now something retarded.
today RAINED damn heavily so as expected, Slight FLOODING okays.
well went to get key from Ivan in Clubroom so i could collect the skates in the shack.
since it was raining heavily and that toot Sai cant stop complaining about the water splashing all over, i decided to bring her take a longer route which i suppose is cleaner!
WHO KNOWS, the path we took had to go by the outside of the school from MRT and it was FLOODED WITH EARTHWORMS!
what the hell right?!
i freaked out like !@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@
imagine the two of us trying to find our way through the paths to avoid the massive amount of earthworms flowing down with the water current towards us
they are LONG,SHORT,FAT,SKINNY but ALL BEIGE
looking freaking GROSS without legs!
i cannot tahan. see one i scream once
VERY NOT ME
spoil my image can but lucky la, only we two spartians with a few other SP students.
oh man seriously, i am so not going to walk on grass again; at least not so soon
and IM FREAKING DISGUSTED even until now
so loooong after the mealworm incident during last skates camp.
Z.z cant believe it.
stupid rain.

now im so tired im having headache
but projects are waiting for me
dieeeeee

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Saturday, November 15, 2008








IM SO IN LORVE WITH IT after i saw it with Sai at Bugis Starhub today!
it will be readily sold in SporoMONDAY! 
well Blue is not out yet should i wait for it? 
OH MAN; i CANT!!! 
 
LOVELY. 
LG KF 350 [Ice Cream] 
the most similar to the Japan phones i wanted oh man; love the screen at the cover; 
DIG IT

PICTURES:
 
    

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON

Skates yesterday night was fun.. 
Winne came but she fell  ; (  didnt look after her well
sians....
stuck at slides sia; Shifu playing basketball
did abit of Slalom but yea; very stiff
Shifu tired so didnt join us Supper; lucky still got Jabez
then we headed down first and KY joined shortly after.
ask them want go Africa nots they =.=
maybe the coffeeshop should come up with some new food.
LOL
free ride home : )

GBE report str. when reach home
sians one lehs, since school started = PROJECTS and MORE PROJECTS
even some tutorials are Presentation
i hate presentation for the fact that my voice seriously cannot project out and i get nervous so i cant remember whatever im supposed to say
Z.z
next semester more hiong; ahh nevermind will keep me busy yea

those pills are finishing soon; but mum sure will replace them from their original containers when she is back.
ah sians;
just when i thought im out of it soon.
nevermind at least the numbers have decreased from the past : )

so you want it back so badly; Shifu said leave them here so maybe you will still come back when i asked him few times to bring it back for you
oh well nevermind. 
instead of troubling others why not i do it myself.
im so tired of it already.
since all these while no matter if i tried or not im still wrong
no matter i apologized or not its not appreciated; 
i didnt know having a buddy could be so hard.
my mood is so freaking wrong due to all these; 
even i cannot tahan myself how could those around me tahan
once its given back; fullstop
and it wont matter anymore
at least i will try to.

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Friday, November 14, 2008


i see ugliness;
different worlds
maybe thats why its like this now.
i dont understand and dont wish to
period.

my chicken eye is killing me
what the

okays im glad dad's settling well and mum is enjoying her time there with daddy.
Dad even gave her a BONIA bag. he said i can share with her. FATHER ah, BONIA lehs you think i will use mehs? its very auntie like i always said it and so BLING BLING!
hand bag somemore. my attire wont match la
i still prefer my lovely cheap an brown leather like bags! 
easy to match and handy yea!!! cheap somemore since they are brandless.
told mummy to get a Guess Handbag she go get a BONIA, hais
i want that Guess one lo, same design as my wallet lehs, so simple and easy to match somemore
WHYYY
okays doesnt matter; dont really care anyways just thought why BONIA la.
im glad they are doing well, i mean whenever something crops up i get so insecured!
well maybe cause of what happened and i had heard too much for my age in the past.
but what can i do? im the eldest so yea im the one to be there; but somehow i was too young
and it just left this impact behind.
nevermind, now its doing well and im GLAD!

my new phone.
i said it many times and i mean it
so stop telling me why get such a fucking lousy shit.
i said many times i just need it for calling/sms; adding on my mobile RINGS damn damn little nowadays
why do i need more than that?
yea having good is better but i have MORE than ENOUGH electronic devices that i should own.
some are growing dust, some i only used a few times.
if i sell them i can get so much i think my bank will have 4 digits.
its freaking SINFUL if i still get phones like iPhone/ HTC Diamond.
my dad can afford so what? he doesnt print money.
he earns them through working and its painful cause he is usually alone out there.
your know how lonely that is?! 
i have almost every single shit i want since young. the most i had to do is cry or just look sad i will get them.
so to your im weird when i said i want something simple.
but look those things i wanted were usually something i need? just that i could get them more easily.
please just shut up.
i dont need to hear these.
okays i shall stop.
lorve lorve

oh man i want get into some community service programme.

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Wednesday, November 12, 2008


R E S P E C T

thats all i ask for.

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Tuesday, November 11, 2008


James Bond-ed today with Sai, Aaron, Jabez and Jason
oh well action pack
understand or not is another thing; okays la roughly can get it but well the actions are what i looking for. 
BITE BITE!
i want to watch Bite Bite; okays i forgot the name but well its this Rabis linked show which is damn violent and Gorry.
can keep my awake yea! okays contradicting cause im actually kinda scared of wounds!
but if it doesnt look too real, im fine : )
excitement!!!!

Saw Jason first at MRT and KC was there too, waiting for Yijun
well expected, he looked abit shocked cause of my curls LOL
Aaron came soon and met Jabez on train
okays la, show was okay okays; outing was funny!
didnt expect Jabez and Jason to join in the end but yay; the more the Merrier yea : )
glad they appeared 
and thanks for that Nice and free Supper
abit wasted cause Sai and i were kinda full from LGS before that.

okays; im damn tired.

chillies chillies; accidental.

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Monday, November 10, 2008


I personally dont find it funny
but im chilled.
: )

Don't ever let go (even a bit) of any friends just cause simple reason of wanting to bring them closer to someone dear to you
cause you will end up losing both 
yea; a fact i finally know.

initiated a family outing after what my dad told me; 
yea no matter how out i feel with my two darling young siblings
i am still their BIG sister so i should have a thicker skin and "ji siao" them 
: )

recently it had been more and more tiring, hope it doesnt worsen my temper;
sorry pals cause your will be the ones suffering
LOL
okays
Facial was great, i totally knocked out even at the most painful parts
guess what i cant use BB cream already; it makes my allergies all come back silently
okays they are too oily and my skin is too dry and sensitive to handle
NO CHOICE. i hope Dr.G will be the Hydrating BB cream
then i am so SAVED

i want to have my ZOO KEEPER set of clothes! (below!)
i want them! since sec 2; and yea finally im big sized enough to wear them yea!
well hope im not too FAT
OH MAN i love ZOOKEEPER : ]
okays money money money!

    

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Sunday, November 9, 2008


URBAN-ed to ECP from home with SAI!!
oh man it was so FUN
Sai on my brother's bicycle and me on skates
: ))))
love love
okays la, its totally retarded yea
two noobs going around looking like construction worker
okays i look like; Sai look like some tourist on backpacking tour in Spore.

4 hours can; to ECP, around ECP and Back home.
SLIMMING yea!
okays i fell face flat outside Kenny Rogers!
what the superb malu-ing; Sai just heard a THUD sound and she turned around to see me getting up
well got a ba lu ku but it went off pretty soon
oh man; pain and giddy nevermind but MY FACE!
damn MALU; SAI im still NOT over it!
okays abit sians never see my new EC there; no nice slides for me

oh well slacked at my home before Sai's father come to fetch her
did mask for her! protect ma after sun.
and she helped me cut my cargo pants which grew extra long after much wear and tear from skating
well cutting my Tees' collars was a failure!

okays; tomorrow UCCD tutorial got Presentation; what a life
projects and presentations; 

some things are just not easily explained
they are only understood by the one involved cause they could feel and see everything
well it also means it might not be worth spending energy and time over it
it will never be understood in good intentions anyways.
all i ask for is a sincere apology or explanation; but i NEVER seem to get them; not before, not even now.
im tired and i feel like a person with no Ego. 
if i continue to bow....
but i still treasure those sweet and sour memories; just that i will not initiate now.

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Yolanda Tan Wei Qi
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Singapore Polytechnic DTRM03
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