skipped first lesson cause i couldnt wake up in time; Aloy called to tell me about the NATAs form then i saw Sai's message
well having almost more than ample time left, i dilly dallied.
rushed down to sign the NATAs form from Mr. Conrad and tada im DONE!
GEMs was totally a sleeping lesson; 30 min and i was sleeping, so was Summer
Sai and Emily aint any better la, playing games!
PROJECT aftermath as usual
"PROFESSIONAL" well its an inside story of our team; i shall try to be MORE professional : P
Skating was not bad; starting was boring cause i am really damn damn BORED
meeting for the first time after so loooong; sorry la, not very free and i feel out
since this time it was important and i was free, i went : )
okays im still trying to perfect my Acid Toe and stablize my Fast Wheel : [
thanks to Shifu!
so long i know but well what can i do man, im so freaking slow and there's hardly any space for me to slide safely. luckily i wore this slimming socks so it was FREAKING tight at the ankle there!
this means my ankle is SAFE! i injured it again from Jeet Kune Do la and it cant move side ways
but its solved with the SOCKS!
love them!!! must help me slim down too okays~
moved on to Slalom after i feel the ankle almost starting to ache up
seriously i need them to heal la, i mean i dont want to feel like a freaking loser also having injuries all the time
well Shifu taught the basics and Jabez taught the others : ]
finally i can do abit of salom ehhh...
very inflexible la seriously.
can save my PANTs also
no supper : [ nevermind la hungry but well i dont really have much appetite when i see food also
save money and food la hor
oh man i seriously dont like the dark staircase in School; i mean its always PITCH dark!
somewhat walked alone today and it sucked Z.z
nevermind its over; time i have to get used to it right?
gross movies recently made me not so scared of bloody scenes; so maybe Darkness and Enclosed areas are next : ]
SMS-ing Eugenia for 2 days straight brightens up my days!!! sadly we have 12 hours time difference
but well we are all doing well; wooooooooo
tmr there's NATAs workshop; hope it will be fun
nothing goood last forever;
strangers become friends become good friends become total strangers again
why cant i even have one of them kept; either TK or SP
maybe its my own doings. well nevermind
im not supposed to think about unhappy stuffs and get upset!
well at least it pushes me to what i want to do more
just cause i talk more straight forward; i dont know how to "suck up"
i dont think likewise; i dont know how to express; i dont look like im trying; i dont look like im affected; i dont seem to be serious about anything; i dont seem to have any similarities; i have no talents; i have a lousy temper;...
well whatever it is; im sick of trying already
i heeded the advice 2+ years back and tried; it went better, almost successful that no one could see the hidden flaws
now its coming back at one go and i realize the differences were never gone just well kept.
since young treatments were already different, i complaint how unfair i felt but they were never taken seriously.
in order to help your have better relationships i have to be the middleman sometimes to do "bad" deeds; and all in all the years add up and all the debts are counted on to me now im seem as the baddie to your
ahh no difference; i shall just be cold just like i used to then
now everyone's grown up; everyone has their own thinkings; that makes me have no power left at all; no energy to even argue
your have louder voice; bigger strength; stronger support
i only have myself
why bother making my body feel haywired for stupid useless stuffs
went to Sentosa>Haw Par Villa>Night Safari with my Group members to do our SQM projects. well it was really fun! more like enjoying the trip than doing project but well we've got our needed informations jotted down Night Safari is really nice! feel like working there see see sia~ oh well the animals were so lovely though can hardly see them : [ we were shagged the next day during school Z.z
Yunting darling msn-ed me yesterday and showed me her new hair; really CUTE! oh man miss her la; been ages since i last seen her : { well she will be busy these few days; so is Rachel well shall wait for them to end their school stuffs then contact/meet up ba glad that Yuntingis doing well in New Zealand and Rachel hopefully she is mugging real hard now not forgetting Chunyin that chao slacker who was once my partner in class for 2 years LOL
oh well school's been quite boring recently but today we've got this talk by speakers from Zara and Shiseido it was really interesting! well got goodie bags from Shiseido : ] guess we all love goodie bags! rushed to pass Aaron his socks aftermath and tada im HOME.
felt asleep while watching teevee la and my brother is pissing me off well shall just forget it; i have really no mood to bother much about those upsetting stuffs well i guess everything i can just tell Zoopie, my little lovely fury white cushion who aint willing but have to hear me nag all the time
lecture is about iPod Touch and PSP games now! challenges! Emily and her bubble pop with Summer's iPod Touch; Sai and her Airplane race with my PSP okays time is ticking, the "song" not accurate : {
P.S. im so going to get this LOVELY pink LG KF 300; its kinda cheap, new in Spore but well the functions aint that good no 3G, 2 Megapixel camera only, not mp3 phone. well worst that my Sony Ericsson W980 la. but its the only design so far that fits most like those Jap Phones i want : {
went to witness my aunt change her religion to Christian; well she has to be "washed" in front of us by the father
so sudden la, just got pulled out of bed early in the morning did project until so late last night somemore; well it was something new and cant stop laughing at her la soon we headed off to shop abit cause it was still early, esp for me bought my GUESS wallet!! i A D O R E it can~
okays now i know what liquid eyeliner to get le, thanks to Rui Sin : ) easily found in Watson
rushed to meet Dewan they all for PueyKoon's birthday celebration well didnt make it for the KBOX due to the sudden event Daniel, Dewan, Hou Chiat, Rui Sin and YunYun were there bused down to somewhere near Tanah Mera Mrt to have our dinner machiam like those prata shops! its damn crowded and believe it or not the food there is GREAT cheap somemore we ate until damn damn full only S$40+ abit overall WORTH IT just that i have to start to slim more le; due to massive fat intake today : P
aftermath we headed to the hawker beside it, second floor and played black jack since can have more people playing and its the only card game i know it was funny la; well lady luck was on my side since i got 3 shots of str. 21 points within the short game we had changed to Heart Attack and losers have to drink the Chivas+SarsiDewan made well lucky me, only had to drink once and it was all right cause it wasnt strong : ) PK kept kena attacked, damn funny birthday boyy what to do right haha~ had much fun and soon we left and walked to Tanah Merah Mrt headed off one by one as usual took same bus as PK since we stay just an overhead bridge away
Sai reminded me of something; something damn funny
well maybe only to those who were there witnessing everything
as i had mentioned on my previous entry, yesterday we had Project discussion after school
3pm-5pm at FC5; my team mates are Aloysius, Emily, John, Sai and ME.
SQM project:
we decided to head to Night Safari, Haw Par Villa and Sentosa to evaluate their services and other tourism related stuffs there to complete the project.
having lotsa ideas on what to do to get our desired results; we came up with retardedly funny ones
#1. John to cross dress and act like someone who has this serious problem in identifying his gender. he will create trouble to the staffs behaving like a woman, wanting to enter a female toilet and wanting services that are supposed to be for females
it was hilarious for us cause John acted to our request during the discussion
#2. Emily acting as some down syndrome spartian drooling non stop. it was damn funny cause she tried to behave like one on the spot
#3. Aloysius to be John's boyfriend which he rejected many times. well its damn funny if he agree
well all these are just to brighten up the project discussion mood ba, unless we can plan it damn well and then we can carry out these retardly funny ideas : )
well im going for foot therapy later at Simei for the corn growing worst under my feet; damn pain and i cant really walk even on soft flat shoes now
lesson learnt, never wear flat soles for too long unless they are soft. argggg
now im making my life miserable.
im wondering if my thinking of the "path opener" is true. well time will tell
i hope it isnt and i hope the "stepping board" is not true either
well if it is; i already know what to do and i will end it
today home early from skates; No supper buddies : (
well have Jeremy but it was too late and he seem still not-over the loss of bball match thing for the 2nd time.
oh man cheer up yea
had project discussion after school and it was damnit FUNNY! but my tummy damn damn weird, kept wanting to puke after lunch at Mc. damn sians la
hopefully we will do a good job now yea : )
oh man, we are so gonna enjoy going around testing services!!
GEMs lasted only 30 min, oh well im so glad cause teacher said usually 1 hour can le
yipee ya ya
before skates started, gossiped with Qiuyan and Shermain; funny la, we somewhat has this same thinking, maybe for a bit; at least
well from what Shermain told me, the world is really really SMALL
can do Acid Toe and Fast Wheel now le; but know what?! im still shit behind time la
seriously, skate so much but where have those hardwork gone to?
used to learn kinda all right but now its just S L O W.....
oh well neeed to lengthen those two slides then i song okays; train more : ]
and skating has been more and more lonely but well what can i do? GET USE TO IT la dey
guess people see le also cannot imagine i used to be kinda socialable there yea
well life's always ever changing;
GEMs might have a change of venue which isnt pleasing to me : (
oh well saw Jabez carrying the present for the first time, looks just nice for his build but well he said its too small Z.z nevermind la, looks nice and he should wear more bright coloured clothes like today - clean white
saw Aaron in his retarded beanie and well it looked great on him;
Eugene thanked me personally on the top BUT he said its too GIRLY; shuckssssss
hope he will show me again someday since he today ended up not coming back to skates
told Jason will return him his mobile on 4th Nov, well at least inform then i not so guity ehh
shocked ManMan told me he going Gym instead of skating and Vee also not going skate
seems like lesser people going back ehhh
received messages from Sai and Jabez when i was packing to go off, well very very happy yea; just feel so alone
&
Thanks Sai for calling me just to check on me im damn damn touched you know : )
i know Sai will read this!! damn sorry man, kicked the toilet door and it bang and bounced back read herd from Sai's cheeks.. ouchhhh
KY sent Alwyn, Abigail, Mars and me home; so nice and well he is kinda emo
well hope everything will brighten up for him
looking at the strawberries beside me, they just dont look that tasty to me like before.
seems like the cat at my house void deck has "gotten used" to me
it doesnt mind me going up to it and will let me pat it; she will lean towards me too sometimes
so cute right : )
to think she was kinda scared and fierce to me at first; oh man heart broken la
well it has this beautiful grey fur and is not too fat nor too skinny so i suppose she is well taken care of?
cause it rained suddenly so i couldnt fulfil my promise to Zoopie to bring her down for a walk; damn 心痛 to see her feeling so hyped up and excited lingering around me, wagging her fury white tail with her black round innocent eyes, waiting for me to bring her down
just so damn argggg
hopefully tomorrow someone will bring her down to walk since i wont be home till late
poor little Zoopie cooped up at home all day long; eat sleep wag tail
if im her i would have just died.
well saw Henry and Man Man when entering class for SQM; well surprisingly we taking UCCD as our modules this semester
Henry bulked abit after not seeing him for some time, maybe due to swimming i suppose lol
why am i yakking about daily boring stuffs here, no wonder my blog is so boring
but im seriously bored; waiting for approval of my project part and i can sleep already
using my orange Egg mouse, its more sensitive and DAMN cute
gosh, loving it can
Yunting dear called me from New Zealand yesterday, had a good chat : )
damn glad she called me, just made my day!!!
well hopefully i can see her soon. many missses
all rights today went to Vivo to watch GP506 with Sai and Emily.
Summerjoined us to slack time before she meets her Jo
well the show is Korean, and its freaking violent and Bloody
basically it is about this army troop training in a deserted area and they contracted this weird virus which made them go insanely violent and feelinglesss
gosh can, damn disgusting la; even the symtoms were grossss
oh well quite worth the money la
very touching at how some of them sarcrificed and made major heart breaking decisions for the sake of others
also showed how selfish one can be in order to survive
human nature i guess, life threatening events made people show their true colours
overall everyone died so yea, damn sad
love the guy who killed all his room mates; so cute
oh yea, tomorrow class ends early but its still the latest Wednesdays i will ever have
1pm for this whole damn semester
doesnt matter
after that we going to watch movies : )
arent you happy? im not going to be at home
just like how you WISH
to think i always try to get home early cause you said you seldom see me at home; so much left over during dinner everytime; ....
contradicting yea
seriously, im just going to stay away from home more tooo
for my OWN sake that is
compromising and it never get better for me, what for.
to think you knew that i wasnt feeling good recently already, i really dont get it man
Sunday will be celebration with Dewan they all for PueyKoon's birthday, another gathering after the BBQ before i left for Japan, before everything changed so much im so looking forward
well ended it already and supposingly i should just get over it and get on with life; busy school life
lucky i didnt follow what was -ve in my mind, i would regret dearly for the stupidity and evilness in future
things happened so much so that a week seemed to be months; and well all we could do is just to pretend nothing happened and see how the day goes by
the tension and everything slowly died down; guess only we two are much affected by this
with little appetite and mixed emotions
surprisingly, i felt better on friday after thinking with a calmer mind and having advise from someone more matured and neutral in thinking
yea its better ego be let go and move on, no matter whatever things unpleasant had happened
full of regrets over my temper management which had never happened to me before, the next day was kinda ......
weighed myself and i surprisingly lost nearly 4 KG, within a week, amazing isnt it?!
feeling so damn glad la and Rachel just told me i slimmed down
WUU lala
however i still have 4KG more to go due to my weight gain over the holidays of heavy food indulgence especially in Japan : P
it isnt a good thing though, realizing i hadnt been eating much and now food seems a turn off already and have not much strength to even hold books for long
sucks.... just nice my diet plan is on just recently but well i mean diet on purpose not without knowing
arggggg hopefully my appetite will be back soon
Mrt in the morning i saw 2 familiar faces, one is Joel
since he stopped coming back to skate and stopped contacting already,
long time bo see le and he looks the same, emo looking, fair and with simple tee and skinnies in black framed spect.
hair still suits him more and well he couldnt really recognize me
LOL well nevermind, it was so long ago thing already anyways......
saw BoonTat in Fc5 during lunch, he seemed shocked but well at least he is friendly to have waved back : )
projects schedules are somewhat planned, Mon, Wed, Fri and Sat will be for Projects since we are mostly free on these days
kinda sucks ah? i mean look at what Project had lead to and now we have to live with it to earn our marks
HA HA HA
selected an expensive project for SQM though, leisure parks or whatever its called
so we have to go Escape, Night Safari and Underwarer World to test their services, just look at the cost we have to pay to enter them
but well it will be FUN
bought Casino and International Business textbooks, nearly S$90, oh man look at the $$$$ gone, 心痛 la
love my new notebook from Prints : )
so chio and well tmr i will place time table in it to complete it!
YAY yi YAY!
looking at my study table, i need to faster pass the thank-you-present from Japan with the Mobile back to Jasonasap ba, in case it expires and time i do some clearing for the new notes coming my way
okays i shall go watch EF. season 1, Jabez the pig never fails to intro nice Animes yea
met up with Rac like finally and she is the 1st one to see me not lok kok after so long, well its time i change back to what i was yea esp after so much persuasion yay i promised her i will not zhi bao zhi qi again : )
A level is coming in just 2 weeks for her, jia you man well Rac you better ask me out after your As man, i will make myself freee wooooo had our regular chats so glad she said im Slimmer le!! maybe cause of my appetite now
after 5 weeks, im back to skates well skilled learnt are still intact but the atmosphere there was different; for me skating alone and trying my fast wheel; well sorta get the angle le, just need to stick to it so i can do it successfully everytime know this girl, Qiu yan's classmate called Shermain (not sure how its spelt); she is pretty and socialable. chatted awhile and we started skating, she is kinda fast learner and is into Aggro
skate skate skate, almost everyone was asking me same question, just try to run away from it yea well it didnt work for those im closer to Thanks...
mm urban-ed twice first was with Aaron,Jabez and Jeremy, we were late so we skated to meet the rest well it was funny la, chit chatting on the way and met the others at SB 2nd time was with Aaron and Jabez only cause Jeremy was too tired well some thing funny happened la and ended up they have this lift hand thingy which was =.= LOL everyone skated on one path and we just solo-ed at the other lane; prefer this way though KC asked why same style one sia when he suddenly appeared, which pulled me back from my thoughts Urban was nice cause it was just with them, people im comfortable with : )
gathered the usuals for supper and agreed to skate with Aaron and Hameed to Clementi, well time i bring home my skates to clean it, damn dirty leaving it there untouched, arggggg passed Jabez his present which was kinda big and he gave me that retarded face LOL la
Suppered as usual, with new guests, Hameed and Shuting had our fill and left home hungry but well just doesnt taste good eh
everything went so wrong again; well its over and yea made myself felt like a foool
best friends and stufffs yea, true but well maybe i just dont look like i care; since my face and words only showed anger; nothing else
well im shocked i couldnt tame it; very first time i blew up like this
guesss thats all for being patience already
accumulated things
it doesnt matter if i care anyways, the message of what i want to convey wont be brought acrosss
especially with so many people around, so many of them not knowing what really happened
so many of them assuming its about grouping, so many of them assuming we cant give in, maybe me, so many doubts and so many words unsaid
i thought it was agreed on already the grouping on the group convo last night but end up it was totally brought over. i thought it was agreeable already since no one really replied a NO
haha looking at the final grouping with only a few amendments it seemed fine to me so i decided to walk off as i didnt want to stay on and continue those discussions and i fucking dont want to tear in classss!
ended up i had to do it in public, thanks for their companies but still got called back
well thought will be settled but well
guess it was more of settling our personal problem
i thought it was personal
nevermind then, since what i heard was more of we not getting the idea of the help and stuffs i have nth to say.
it just hurts
we were just unhappy why we cant get to know at first but later on we just chilled off and heck about it le but it was brought back
what was saddening was just our own clique being a chaotic group, making it troublesome
but seemed like it wasnt seen as this simple only
and innocent people had to step in to help us and get themselve troubled; i just dont think they deserved it
NO grouping thingy was actually in out mind for those shitty feelings
but since its always brought in, it just rub in Deeper
and guilt accumulates
well guesss shall just move on
what for explaining
how to even talk properly when you are already trying to control your emotions?
regretted raising my voice and crying thats all
since misunderstandings will never be solved that easily
Like Nobody's Watching
we are the trouble makers, the NOT agreeable ones BUT still CHOOSY wtf this cannot that cannot even those peace maker gave up on us now one more is giving up; look how great we are. seriously
i sense nothing but everything for SELF benefits thats all FULLSTOP
troubling others and creating nonsense still no sense of stopping i can seee we really work well
screwed up discussions.
Like Nobody's Watching
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
2nd day of school only and it just feel so fucked up go to school, just cause of what happened; so called classifications i deemed? weare the losers i guesss, so we shall just stick together as losers what ever shit talked behind out backs arent allowed to be heard well then fuck up and stop saying speak up la what is the freaking use? say le do things le then tell us to choose PLEASE ISNT IT ALREADY DECIDED?! we only got our share of bitching behind oh well a level lower, so sorrrry uh oh well im insensible and childish; too bad its my blog
im so sorry mum, you wasted your effort and i didnt listen to you either as usual always thinking trying hard to do something as long as is friends and family will be happy you warned me so many freaking times when i was having strong mood swings at home and being moody but i still didnt heed your advice i even argued you for being selfish and not understanding but i guessss you were right, as usual you and daddy were always right about trust
i didnt know we or maybe i was so calculative to you when things go totally so damn seriously wrong and i couldnt hold it any longer that 'non existence' debts had to be settled clearly; by someone else oh well i shouldnt have right, mummy, i should have just LISTENED to you if it had to be settled clearly then well i wouldnt have bothered searching for it in the first place fine, i have extra cash for books then
i hate going to school, hate seeing everyone having to wonder who are those seeing us with hidden thoughts, looking at us with disagreeing thoughts i hate having to see those people being nice but in the end they are just pretending well maybe i should love it uh trying to be helpful but in the end the result is still that well what can we do? we could only stick together and get our own ways till school ends at least im not alone ehhh : )
apologetic and guilt though the deeds but well at least there was still that tiny winy bit of apologetic and guilt, at least to some of us, will feeel ahhhh nevermind just forget it.
well maybe im the fucked up one who cares we are still classified and we AINT there, i believe it was MUCH MUCH PLEASANT for TALENTED PEOPLE as outing, can settled easier ma right! we were too either busy working, slacking, or well i was enjoying in JAPAN i knew my feelings were right when i returned that something major had taken place but i didnt know it was so fucked up and no one bothered to GIVE A FUCKING CLUE even when we asked, FRIENDS oh no CLASSMATES : )
i love you all so so much HA. does this sound all right??
What for being accomodating?! who will fucking care and try to change even if you emphasized many many fucking times? you just waste your saliva trying to REMIND something that wont be bothered what for keep blaming yourself everything is cause of yourself, it only makes the other feel better and yourself crying blaming and even hurting yourself for the misery what for what freaking for?! yea my mum is right, be selfish, FUCKING SELFISH BRATS learn from them too, go for what is best for the sake of what i dont know, MARKS?! oh yea MARKS HA HA HA HA
well im a hypocrite too; cause being forgetful is just a nicer word to replace it who isnt?! now i know
fucked up. i have never met things like this and had never felt so DISAPPOINTED and ANGER to people with no blood relations. what a nice environment i am studying in huh, after so long of telling myself it will be over it got so much WORST HA well nvm, i rmb my mum saying once the strings are cut off there will be no more feelings maybe just anger i dont think i have a class then
this is world aint it? world of the human minds only the PERFECT minds and mouths wins and gets the say in whatever fuck
those trying to help in the big picture suffers well, someone has to since people cant ACCOMODATE others, due to HIGHLY reasons? i guess so
backaches dont hinder me from distressing please : ]
feeeling stuck up from being backstabbed and what so ever now now now MY CONTACT LIST IS FREAKING LOST FROM MY LAPTOP how great took me an hour to register the names in Word cause i knew my mobile was dying now its all gone JUST CAUSE I WAS TOOOO NICE too DAMNNIT NICE to freaking lend every single member in the family to have FREE ACCESS to my laptop before i knew it ITS FREAKING DISAPPEARED from me FOREVER WTF whats the point?! always kena scolding for being selfish over my laptop/desktop BUT have you all ever freaking listened to me saying every single shit time i lent I LOST SOMETHING in it or it gets hay wired HA HA HA im so so so so so so damnit PISSED right now now im just left with those little contacts that could get through to the current mobile im using and guess what, its freaking little and its mostly SP people heaven you seriously love to joke on me, i suppose
after hearing his "story", ; im wondering if i had made a right choice to step out and loose those precious ones i used to have. not that i didnt treasured those friendships but i just couldnt accept what happened, well maybe i was too childish to understand the real meaning of friendship then anyways, its all looong ago now we are all scattered now after that incident and well, i doubt anything will bring that once so close friendships back again, cause if it could it would have after so loong well everyone's leading their own life and moving on, so am i : ) regrets but at least i had that lovely memory in me
and im having second thoughts suddenly, putting to waste all those efforts i had put in for the past years and well those few times that i assured myself that its long over were no longer valid now; at least for now.
people grow and learn from experiences, pleasant or unpleasant. time will tell
p.s Japan trip details will be up soon, till then.
went to BBQ at ECP this evening with Secondary school friends Chris, Dewan, Hou Chiat, Jie Wen, Martin, Puey Koon, Rui Sin, Yan Yu, Yun Yun the food were nice cause Chris was there!!! coook lehs~ Hou Chiat started the fire fast too, as usual basically i just slack there and wait for food since i dont know how to play card games too
soon we started playing this game called Indian poker, wooosh losers DRINK. first was Baileys then Chivas we had to place cards on our forehead, smallest will lose the game and have to drink. we can trick each other to putting down good cards or help them : ) as predicted by them i will be the one drinking most, i had 3 shots of Baileys with ice str. during the start. highest was 4, by Yan Yu oh man it tasted disgusting when i tried it before the food were cooked now i have 3 to handle; but well its the game : ) they scared i drunk so end up they always helped me already, wuuuuuu everyone had their turns to drink yea
Yanyu- 4
DW - 3
PK - 2
Jie Wen - 2
Martin - 1
HC - 1
Yun Yun - 1
Rui Sin - 1
*from what i rmb-ed vaguely
well at least i finished ALL my share though i took damn long, bo bian i cannot stand the taste of alcohols drink le feel tired siol, keep stoning but cannot stop LAUGHING! keep holding but when someone joke ah, thats it, laughhhhh well once in a while, okays la hor LOL
clearing up was a MESS!! Hou Chiat, Martin and Yan Yu playing match sticks the guys trying to put ice berg on PK Dewan and PK were throwing margarine everywhere at each other oh man but its funny took photo and we headed home
PK and i were lucky to get a freee ride to Eunos though it was already off service for bus 55 nice uncle : )
BBQ once a year; though not that close already but well its still good to have BBQ once in a year like this can see how's everyone after we all left TKSS : D
everyone's changed so do i; for the better or for the worst but as long as everyone's doing fine, i guess its all rights kinda miss those good old days....
Tai Tai life with Mum and her friend in Malaysia yesterday well not actually, just did hair treatment and a foot therapy; my corn at the back of my feet is killing me
well the guy who helped me do the feet therapy is handicapped; mute
but im more than satisfied with his service : )
the queue was freaking loooooong, i mean loooong; well im the youngest there so i took the shortest time; least dead skin ma : ) however my corn is very deep in so yea, i was warned to bear with the pain Z.z
luckily for me, the guy was very understanding : ) he stopped and decrease the pressure whenever i jerk abit due to itchiness or Pain.
i looked around at other customers, their feet ma chaim metal like that, SCRUB LIKE NOBODY's BUSINESS can, i feeeel the pain and itch for them. well they seem to be feelinglesss though LOL
kinda paiseh la cause he kept laughing and the woman beside me also
now my feets are CLEAN and the corn is smaller; im not sure if its totally gone yet
well if its still there i will have to go back again; and yup i will request he do for me again haha
skipped skates for the 4th time in a row, meetings too; guilty and damn not used to it but bo bian la
chalet and stuffs also cannot make it also since im flying off real sooon
woooosh~
all rights i shall enjoy my holiday while you guys enjoy yours
skipped first lesson cause i couldnt wake up in time; Aloy called to tell me about the NATAs form then i saw Sai's message 
Project deadlines are slowly coming.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PUEY KOON,
Sai reminded me of something; something damn funny
today home early from skates; No supper buddies : (
seems like the cat at my house void deck has "gotten used" to me
using my orange Egg mouse, its more sensitive and DAMN cute
摸了摸一下自己的良心
